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dreams.. what exactly is a dream? it's quite hard to explain though.. it's strange! people say you get dreams because you think of a thing so much that even when u are sleeping, you still dream of it.. 日 有 所 思， 夜 有 所 梦.. they say..

for a certain kind of dream, you would definitely forget about it along the roads of your life.. but somehow, some capture the attention of yourself and you find yourself unable to forget about it but keep thinking of it now and then.. even to the extent of sharing it with others..

i don't quite often dream of my idol.. rarely, i shud say..but just last night, i dreamt of my idol, FIR... i dreamt of dem before.. i still remember it.. silly of me.. but yesterday's one, is quite perculiar, i should say..

FIR came to s'pore.. den dey went 2 duno wad place and i went.. it was along the roads.. there were barricades and people were standing around it.. i actually got cards ready for Faye and REal.. dun ask me why dere weren't any for laoshi.. haha~ den they were walkin near me.. i reached out for real and i got him! i asked him 2 sign the card for me den he signed it~~~~woo hoO!!!haha~ well after dat dey left and i sorta chased after dem.. dey were like riding camels or horses around roads.. they had a starting point and an end point.. i took a short cut and went to the endpoint earlier then people did.. they got of the duno wad ting dey rode on and the scene seemed to be the void deck of my house!!! wad weird.. i saw faye and went to her to ask her to sign my card.. she sorta declined and felt awkward to do so.. duno why.. but eventually she did and real came to her.. i tink i gave him a letter ba den he said to me dat too bad it was in hanyu pinyin and he couldn't read it.. weird.. duno why i would write a letter to him in hanyu pinyin though.. anyway, i saw him and i reached out my hand to him and attempted to give him a 'high five' sorta thing.. he did!!!woo hoo~ well.. i still can remember the size of his hand.. you know ur fingers have 3 sections and his hand was like a section or two longer than mine... big hands for a guitarist.. haha~ i liked it! and i tink from that time onwards, the dream ended....

i still remember it.. i wanna record it down and share with others.. it's not a big dream or something.. people may judge the credibility of dreams.. but to me, i think dreams don't represent the things that may happen.. but the inner deep desires that people have.. the things that dey really really want a lot and hope to happen...

i ever dreamt of a guy that took the same bus as i do.. we were in JC i tink and we are going back home.. he's the sorta guy that is on good terms with you yet you aren't couples.. friends but more that ordinary friends.. he was like making fun of me and i thought he was real cool! his stop came and he wanted to alight and he asked if i wanted 2 go to his house.. i didn't agree.. i tink i said 'for what' den he just said bye and i went to my stop and went home..

what does this signify? what? has it have any underlying meaning??? mayb i am desperate for a guy? god knows.. wadever it is.. i await my guy 2 come.. some day..

moRalE of the stoRY: learn to love Ur dreams.. they tell you something about yourself..