should i.. or should i not..

dat's the qn u ask when u get like not so good results for o levels..
my peers are like getting 10 odd plus plus.. i got like 14.. at first thot it was quite alright.. improvement frm my prelim results.. then the truth hit me real hard.. my good frens got 9, 10, 11, 12, 13.. den my CG 05s224 ppl like got around the same results..

conclusion: i din work hard enuf..

but wad's the use of crying over spilled milk? but now.. i have a real problem.. i duno where 2 go!

if i go nYjc. my marks ain't enuf.. short of one.. and with so many people scoring good aggregate diz yr, i doubt i have high chance of getting in.. but of coz.. no harm trying..

but if i put nyjc first choice.. and mjc second.. i'll forfeit my 2 LOYALTY pts.. damn bad! so if i can't get into nyjc.. later mjc dun wan me.. where shud i go! polY? it's feasible since i found one course i realy like. biomed science.. but i tink ultimately i want to go university! but how! thru jc?

when i put mjc as my first choice and i tink i'm able 2 get in.. den i hve like no frens.. alot of my frens in mjc leaving mjc and not many wanna come mjc i tink.. i'm alone.. it's boring! it's sad! hoW! such a dilema! i can't solve it!