he just made my sushi and sashimi conquest unsuccessful.. YES!!! unsuccessful!!! damn.. wtf!! he can't even remember his own schedule and when he has lessons.. now? i can't eat my sashimi, can't go out, can't look for things to buy, can't watch movie, can't this can't dat.. LIFE IS SO ANNOYING!

seriously.. whats the matter with you? so screwed up! i know it's like so petty of me to be upset over little matters like this and it's not entirely your fault that such things pop up and u suddenly tell me you can't make it.. but where's your responsibility!! yea.. u wanna pon.. for what! it only makes me feel guilty that i rob your time of studying and i might get you into trouble.. this piss me off.. i hate when people give me this last-minute-cannot-make-it kinda thing.. its when you're all happy bout going out and someone just brings you down from heaven to hell.. it's damn disappointing.. wth has it have to happen to me all the time! i'm sick of it.. yes.. not just you only.. my good and close friends.. where are you people when i need you? this may sound harsh but it's the truth.. the truth is always ugly.. yes.. maybe when you all need me i am not there.. it's a vice versa thing.. i shall not act like i feel alright and there's always next time.. this is just so wrong.. it only makes me feel that i'm fake and dun have self actualization.. im pissed off deep down and i hv to feel alright about it.. what's the matter with me!?!?

i'm not trying to gain sympathy or what.. i just want to vent my pent up anger and make myself feel better.. it's just a measly sushi date.. you should probably check on yourself.. i sound nasty.. you haven't seen worse.. be happy that i did not scream into your ears.. sorry is not everything.. REMEMBER THAT!