oh yay~! i'm gonna fail bio test for sure.. i studied real hard for proteins and i screw up the bonding of amino acids.. i did study carbohydrates and i SCREW UP the essay questions for 8 marks... how how how!!! i'm like failing every single test that comes my way.. seriously.. i start thinking if JC life is for me.. what if i had gone on to poly.. the possibilities are boundless.. infinte.. neverending.. i might find myself working after 3 yrS? or even gone on to the university if i was good! i told my dad bout it.. he had a rather violent reaction.. he said that i shudn't think of these things at this point of time.. what if.. what if.. what if i went to poly.. what if the same thing happens.. maybe i'll be even more slack in poly.. at least jc has my frens to push me.. the stress of A's to push me.. the failing marks to push me.. the thought of A level cert being useless compared to a diploma.. the want to go university.. maybe that's what attracted me.. and pushed me away from poly.. my dad said,


"a square is a square"

"wanna make it round, you have to file the sides to make it round"

"if u dun do anything anything to change it.. the square will always be square.."



cool right! i immediately understood his meaning.. and because of it, i shall do my best to change the results.. that means alot of hard work.. and stuff.. yea.. no more galivanting.. mayb occasionally? but i will perservere.. make that square become a circle.. ^^


hold your tears..

no matter what the people say..

只有相信一种坚持 一种力量

能把失败都摧毁



只有我绝对

没有后路可退

自由去追没有谁能拒绝

只有我超越

极限你看不见

自由的纯粹我能体会..


'''FIR songs never fail to mesmerize me.. their songs are full of courage.. serving to inspire ppl.. like how dey inspired me..