i'm here at hearland mall's mac mugging like "crazy"!!! using jasmine's laptop to blog! so cool man! haha.. feels like some mountain tortoise lidat.. but having a laptop is seriously cool! i love jasmine!! jasmine rocks! she's like just beside me only.. wahahah!! i think she'll like love me like hell when she sees this!! i'm so lovable.. (self delusion).. but blogging is to like take some break off la.. i'm seriously in doubt about how to do maclaurin's series.. :'( i don't know how to differentiate using implicit differentiation.. how????? dead... seriously must study hard so that i can prove my worth during promos.. especially when i need to show my parents something.. then i can bring an end to some thing..



that's me and jas!!! she so pretty right??? i'm some turd pig la.. her hair looks great now!~ and she knows how to style it.. previously when she just cut her hair, somebody said she looked like maid.. bt now as i see her, i see her nice haircut and the way she styled her hair makes it look very nice!! someday i should experiment with my hair so that it doesn't look like shit.. yeah..

by the way, yesterday's attempt to tan is like failed.. along the way, it rained.. the sun must really hate me.. but jurong east swimming complex is like a bit boring as compared to wild wild wet.. prob because there are lesser things to play with.. we like din't go onto any slides.. just lazing in the water and stuff.. a bit bored.. plus i din even get to tan!!! tat's the worst part kaY~~ i need to tan.. i want my lobster red skin again.. i must challenge jasmine.. :'(

i have this sudden feeling to want to confess everything.. it's kinda hard to keep things to myself because i really wish to stop this.. its hard.. i know.. but i have got something to prove before i can actually confess to it.. i can almost imagine how they would react.. i shudder to think about it.. he's too important for me to lose him.. i don't want it to end just like that because of them.. so i'm gonna have to work hard.. he means alot to me.. alot.. alot..

ps: thots can be controlled.. one must have self control and work the brain to stop unwanted thots from invading the mind. maybe you should do so? exercise your brain abit???

i've been in mac for like 5 hours le.. and i've like been watching the same old mtv of the national day theme song playing over and over again.. that one with rui en and taufik.. i'm really sick of it.. i see it at mrt stations, on bus on the way to school and even in mac!!! wth man!! i know you guys want to instill national pride in us.. but it's really abit too much.. i'm sick of it le.. but thinking ryt, rui en really looks good in the mtv.. like her dressing and taufik's too.. jas said that he looks handsome only when he wears like suits.. which is totally true! rather handsome leh! i think i know how 2 dance the national day song dance le.. seeing it over and over again, who doesn't know how to dance..

gonna study bio test le.. ciao!