i wonder why.. everyday's the same.. getting out of bed early in the morning, brush teeth, put on contacts, go iron uniform and by 640 i zoom out of the house with my dad and off to school.. (me to school of cos) then when i reach school, it's always the same thing.. look for emily, chat chat a while den assembly le.. den den den what? lessons begin.. and i start to fall asleep.. YAY!! why is everyday the same old boring routine!!!!! can't stand it.. why is my life like that? jc life is SUPPOSED to be fun and stuff like that, it's only two short years!! i seriously don't wanna just let this kinda life go on everyday.. why why why? i'm like so lazy.. i look forward to the clock striking the time where we're dismissed and i cant bear staying in the school any moment longer cos i wanna go home and sleep or slack.. i'm like so devoid of activities because of myself.. i shield myself from these.. so blame myself lo.. my dreams and aspirations of jc life being exciting and fun is all diminished by me.. ironic right?

talking about ironic stuff.. i'm starting to like chem lectures.. liking ionic equilibrium.. i dun like chem equilibrium.. rather dry.. mayb i like this topic because it's taught by dr rahman.. he really knows how 2 lecture and he's rather funny.. as in f-u-n-n-y with inverted commas.. (" ") yea.. but he's a nice teacher.. many of my friends got him for either first 3 months or for term2.. i'm super envious of you ppl ok!!! at least your teacher ain't like mine.. dun even feel like talking bout that stupid toad.. ARGHS.. he freaking sux.. it's funny how i enjoy lectures and how i dun daydream of to lalaland thinking bout somebody.. it's ironic cos i actually pay attention to what rahman teaches and actually remember what it's all about!! wee.. but maybe tomorrow i'll forget bout it.. oh wells.. must read up on chem equilibrium to understand ionic equilibrium.. shan't get lost in this topic! or else i'm dead..

today's guitar was 'hiong'.. played two songs in total! the entertainer and the pink panther.. pink panther's fun!! sliding on the strings.. (don't know if it's the correct term though) and stuff.. but it's rather hard to master.. cos my hands keep getting entangled.. arghs!! i'm just a newbie.. but i guess having background in piano is an added advantage.. at least i can read notes faster but it's really no use i guess.. i still need to figure out the position of the chords and notes on the strings and frets.. it's tough.. one moment i can remember how to play but the other moment i'll forget it totally.. cannot find!!! i'll just have to try.. today was hiong because i played till my fingers hurt..i guess the skin's gonna peel one of these days.. there goes my nice nice smooth smooth fingers.. guitar's unlike piano where you just press the keys and the sound comes out.. guitar still have to coordinate both hands to play a homophonic melody.. i love both instruments.. both are important to me.. i'm gonna strive in both instruments.. speaking of piano.. my practical exam's like next tues!! somebody help me can!!! die die die.. i'm gonna practise later.. hope i can get something out of practising.. die die die.. and i have freaking chem test on that daY!! i think i'm gonna leave school early next week.. for this stupid thingy..

oh wells.. got the blue letter.. cos of my mid year results.. my parents have to see my ct.. i know this day will come.. i'm nowhere near A level pass.. arghs.. well i must seriously buck up.. i dun wanna see same teachers nxt year..





just pics of me and em and joycie!!! i miss them man!!! hahaha.. i think i had a good hair day dat day.. but not really reflected in my pic with em.. looks nicer in the one with joycie.. haha! joycie brings luck to my hair!! boo boo emilY!! haha!!