my mind is so confused now.. i'm in a state of blurness.. i just lied to my mum.. hope she doesn't sees this.. i can't take in what she said.. i don't think it would be possible to fufil what she wants me to do.. but i can't do that for sure.. urghs.. life SUX!! why do people start to treasure something only after he or she has lost that thing? and people do the very things they want to avoid doing.. the world is full of irony.. you say a thing, and you do another.. lameshit..

had A'level chinese oral today.. totally sux.. i just feel that i have not really touched on the topic for discussion and i certainly had insufficient points.. my reading was so irregular and had no feelings in it.. i hope i can get merit cos my oral has never been the D quality before.. except for english la! the only thing i'm proud of last year... but yea, LAST YEAR.. it seems so fast that a year has passed just like that.. seems like yesterday when we were lining up for oral exams and getting all worked up because we are going to fail oral.. today, i had just finished my a level oral.. how fast.. and in a blink of an eye, i'll be going to take my a levels.. and the story goes on.. if i continue on like this, i'm gonna be gone case.. i've to get my promos right now!!! i can't afford to fail.. i want my J2 life!! i must work hard.. that's the promise and committment i must fufil.. i feel so dead now.. i have like tonnes of homework to do and all of them are like essays.. ARGHS!!
GP essay outline, chinese essay, chem tutorial, EOM, maths tutorial.. F*** the teachers man!

surfed some blogs and took it off here
haha.. that person took it off another person though.. rather meaningful..

The guy who loves you, can't tell you the reason why he loves you. He only knows that, in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who loves you, although he always makes you mad, but whatever he has done is for your own good.

The guy who loves you, seldom praises you. But in his heart, you are the best. Only he knows it.

The guy who loves you, will scold or complain if you didn't reply his messages or answer his calls because he cares for you.

The guy who loves you , only drops his tears in front of you. When you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart , the heart which beats for you.

The guy who loves you , will remember every word you said , even if accidentally. And he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you, will not give any promises that easily because he don't want to break the promise. He wants you to believe him and give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who loves you, always tells you not to think too much, because he has already planned it for you. He wants to give you the best life in the future. He wants to give you a surprise, believing that he can do it.

The guy who loves you, maybe can't remember those special occasions like anniversaries, but he does know that, every second he lives, he's loving you, no matter what day is it.

The guy who loves you, won't say "I love you" that easily, because everything he has done for you already shows that he love you. He will only say it at the special situations because he don't want you to misunderstand. He wants you to know that he really loves you.

The guy who really loves you, will feel that sometimes certain things only have to say once because he thought that you might already understand him. If talk so much, he will feel that there's nothing you will cherish.

The guy who loves you, will go to the airport to fetch you but he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. He will carry your luggage and ask you " Why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.

The guy who loves you, will listen quietly to you when you are mad. When you have finished, he will say " You still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier." with a smile.

The guy who loves you, don't know whether he should call you when you are angry but he will send a message to you after few hours. If you ask him why he called that late, he will say "When you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works."

The guy who loves you, always treat you like a little girl. But everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you, don't like little toys like teddy bears, but he will always put the bear you gave him at his bed.

The guy who loves you, while quarrelling, he will apologize although you are the one who's wrong. But later, he will say " Baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself."

The guy who loves you, seldom say sweet words. But you know, his kisses have already transfer all his passion to you.

The guy who loves you , if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy so that he will not have any time to think of you. Because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you.