its 0125! is already monday and i'm like not sleeping.. im so bored.. because i have nothing to do actually.. im like rotting at home everyday and i can't keep going out cos i don't have the money and can't walk.. =( but just went out yesterday afternoon to cartel with bryan.. gawsh i hate today's meal.. the teriyaki burger or sandwiche didn't taste as nice as i have expected it to be.. i would rather stick to my chicken and mushroom marcaroni.. but the potato wedges.. (a must order dish) filled my stomach and i stole some chicken from bry! lol.. then it was slacking at the club's family room.. quite boring.. i lead such a boring life..

maybe i should start on my holiday homework today later.. i need a kick on my butt to study.. but its the hols! nobody studies.. yadayada.. excuses man! somebody give me more inspirations to edit pictures! otherwise i'll just be reduced to nothing if i continue rotting at home.. mom's working later.. so only me and my lil bro will be home.. i miss the past, when my dad would bring the whole family out just for a walk at some mall in town.. recently, he's been like busy with his qigong and work.. and i really eat alot of takeaway.. gonna drop more hair! i miss the days we had dinner together and made fun of each other.. i miss watching sunday movies on the tv and laughing at the antics of the actors together.. i miss what my family used to be before, just that everything's like changing.. we're all growing up and growing old.. but i want and i need that old feeling back..

wed is guide's farewell! heard its gonna be a camp or smth.. got campfire??? been itching to sing those songs!! agreed to go back with liyi! hope it'll be fun! anyone who knows about the farewell??? can just leave a tag or smth? and i'm watching chicken little on saturday! its weird because appointments just clash when i have a pri sch outing.. maybe i'll watch the movie first then i'll join my pri sch peeps.. ^^ won't let down anyone right?

past, though has passed, still makes me smile when i think about them..