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Friday, May 13, 2005

I'M SO BORED!!!!
I'M SO BORED!!!!
I'M SO BORED!!!!
I'M SO BORED!!!!
I'M SO BORED!!!!
I'M SO BORED!!!!

damn bryan.. probably going out with him today de.. but this morning he told me dat his dad was naggin bout some pre u sem stuff.. he had 2 buy some shirt and leather shoes.. so we din go out together. because of him i'm stoning at home now.. cooped up in my stupid damn hot room in front of the computer typing this. arghs! i just dun understand.. when i wanna go out and have fun and not think about any things regarding school, no one's dere for me.. asked meiru out, she said she had some family stuff.. so can't go out.. ask vera out, she said she had something on. ask xinying out, she said she's going out with her sister. ask emily and kelly and siu sing out? they have lessons till like 5? 415 for emily la.. so damn sad lo! and they are thinking of going clarke quay for some lesbo or gay nite.. WTH la.. when i had this sudden urge to go kbox, can't find ppl to go with.. can't be i go alone right! it would be rather dumb, singing alone and stuff.. i really wanna go sing my heart out. its been SOOOOO long since i ever held that mike and sang. i'm in such deep need to sing. its a desperate call. maybe its because of my daily work, like almost everyday reach home at 5plus den use internet and do my tutorials and stuff. it's absolutely boring and i really have no life at all.. i think i write about this all the time. it's really true! i can't stand it anymore! i need 2 get out of the house!
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after leaving this page on for like half an hour.. i finally decided to do something.. go practise my guitar! i'm gonna prepare for mr leow/liaow/liauw whoever dat guitar ensemble conductor is!

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