was reading jasmine and vera's blog.. it suddenly dawned on me that i have always been so lucky to be able to have such friends that support me through what ever difficulties i ever face.. i've always been a person who believes in friendship.. sincerly.. and the last thing that i would do is to hurt my friends.. if i ever did, i would feel extremely sinful and sorry and dunk all the world's problems at myself.. that is how much i would give to my friends. they really rock my life.. without them i wouldn't be me.. i've mentioned these special group of friends in my prev entries.. gonna mention them again! that shows that they mean alot to me..

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i still remember how this name came about.. the 6 of us, eliza me sharon xinying liyi and chongming, were from guides and we were each other's friends. we came up with this name during a break when we had our speech day rehearsal.. i still remembered we came up with this name outside the kitchen! I.N represents the alphabets we all have in our names.. and 6 represents the 6 of us! we're always together in guides and whatever group work we have, we'll do it together.. the 6 of us.. the seniors tried to seperate us but to no avail.. haha! we would go for courses together and if the 6 of us can't go together, we would try to ensure that we have company in our own group..

come to think of it.. it's rather amazing how our friendship holds.. xinying was my pri skool fren.. we sat beside each other in p6 and looking back, our friendship certainly blossomed alot alot! from aquaintance to bosom pals that can share secrets with.. then sharon was xinying's classmate.. while me eliza and sharon were from the same patrol, so we knew each other! chongming liyi and eliza were from the same class (1e1) and chongming liyi and sharon were from the same pri skool.. so tada! we're linked to each other! amazing right! i'll alwasys love them for what they are.. we may have our share of quarrels but it strengthens our bonds!

another group of friends that i love alot alot and miss alot alot is my la mei group! (hot chix!) it din start out as a whole group of frens at first.. i knew grace because she was my group mate in sec 2 and we din really talk to each other until in sec 3 where we sat together.. from then on, we became closer and began to crap together! in eng class esp! she would be the one to help me with my work. .she's more of a sister than a friend cos she motivates me and gives me the support when i'm down and facing all sorts of problems.. she's in aust now and she just came to singapore recently and i'm missing her like mad! i'm sure that the rest of the people will miss her like mad too!!

for yvonne, we began talking to each other because we had the same chinese name. i was the first to notice it because her chinese name appeared in our register and i was curious to know who was this girl! we called each other 'you3 yuan2 ren2' (fated to be together).. true, we're close like nobody's business!! constantly crapping and shopping and suntanning! wahahaha..

vera! this babe here is my first ever mortal.. (one game we played in class).. wasn't that close to her actually.. but through this angel mortal game we sorta knew each other better.. but still not that close though.. the irony was that it was through grace that we gradually became good friends, going out to study together and doing all sorts of stuff before o'levels.. after o'levels, the distance between us shortened as we went to schools in the same region (east) and we used to hang out together after school (first 3 mths ma.. slack slack ar!).. from then, we would go shopping together and stuff.. crash mjc also come to me! she's definitely one lovable girl who would do anything for her friend.. i miss her alot! must meet up one day!

jasmine the blur queen! got to know her through guides.. as what she mentioned in her blog, we would talk about the complications in the guiding world.. but since being in the same class as her and got to know her better in sec4.. i realise that she's one slow queen! being in the same lit class with grace and vera and yvonne made us more bonded together as we talk about the love and stuff.. fun right!

bella.. know her through guides too.. we din really talk alot but i feel that she's a damn nice girl! very friendly and helpful.. can crap alot too! hope to know her betta la!

margareth and fatein.. these two funny people! we were in the same group for english (i think) in sec 3 and we had fun crapping and yandao spotting while doing major projects with grace!! marg is one mature gal cos she's like a couple of years older than us and therefore able to give mature reasonings and advice. coupled with fatein, fatein's one funny one! she can crap and crap and yandao spot like nobody's business!! being with her is always fun fun fun!!!!

that's my la mei group for ya! i really miss their crapping! i realised all of us know how to crap alot.. hehex... that's why we're good friend right???

moving on.. (sounds like my maths lecturer -.-''') come my precious JC friends!!!
my first 3 mths great kopi kaki friends!! siusing kelly emily and kiansoon~
siusing's my og mate in vega1.. wasn't dat close to him during orientation but became closer when we were in the same class! he was like the only one i know in my class other than minghan.. frankly speaking, we're like on closer terms after our class bbq and the prata n pool session!

kelly's the very first one i spoke to outside our class!! i still remember how we would like talk bout the rivary between our skool bands.. TKSS and BOWEN.. wahahaha.. we're both from guides so i guess that sorta brought us together eh? then we would always sit together during lectures and lessons! fun man!!

got to know emily better after i spotted her in town while i was in town with my mum.. then her friend said i had a 'xin fu' look on my face.. then on, she called me 'xin fu' but now she nvr call me dat le.. miss it mans!! but Dee Dee sounds cute though (despite the underlying meaning)

Kiansoon's the first guy i talked to on msn in my class.. he was the one that taught me how to play pool (strictly speaking) and we're like always having communication breakdown.. sad sad.. but now being in the same kopi kaki gang we probably have more things to talk about right?

they are all LAMERS but i guess the ultimate lamer is MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! siusing's right, we converted the kopi kaki thing to study kaki.. must convert back!!

in my present class.. there are 3 people that drive me on my nerves but make me enjoy the times in my class!! they are don kerwin and steph!!! it's ironic how i got to know the 2 guys.. spoke to them during the first bio lect we had as a class.. kerwin was one i know who stay nears me and now he's like always taking the same bus and going home together.. don mah.. i kept making fun of his name and calling him sushi don! whaahaha.. he has a new nick called chicken liver due to his chinese name!! ahahhaha.. as for steph, she's my OG mate in vega1! i really feel damn happy to have had her in my class and be with me.. without her i think i'll die man! bitching bout that person, listening to my problems and suaning her.. the 2 guys ma.. nowadays, they're becoming weirder and weirder.. always in cahoots to shoot both of us gals.. like we offend them! targets of suaning.. of cos i'll suan dem back! that is where me and steph has absolute coordination! we're like TWINS!! remember the kerwin dumb thing! haha!! i'll say my life would be damn dull without them!

notice that the above people i've mentioned are all groups? time i should talk about my individual special friends!
meiru.. she's one gal i got to know in sec 2 but were like aquaintances.. she struck me as someone who had long long long hair!! so damn pretty and friendly.. but when we were in the same class in sec3 and sec4, we became friends and after the angel mortal game we totally were in it together! going to idol autographs session and concerts together, we always attract the attention of the celebrities cos of the loudness we had when we screamed together!!! i'll always remember how she and i went to FIR event and shouted for REAL together! i love her loads!! haven't got the chance to go out with her.. if u're reading this, please respond okay???

Bryan.. we were pri school friends.. been classmates for 2 years in p5 and p6.. the first impression he gave me was that he was this dirty fella who was constantly sweating!!! yucks.. like he has endless sweat n his sweat glands are damn active! din really get to know him dat well in pri skool days cos i was SOOOOO SHY back then and our friends sorta teased us by linking us together.. you know, rumours.. i din really dare to speak to him.. sad sad.. subsequently, when we went back to sec skool during teacher's day, i din quite talk to him cos i haven't really opened up that much like NOW.. now is totally atrocious.. he spoke to me on msn and we kinda chatted everyday la! the thing that attracted me to be online everyday was to be able to talk to him.. after so many months, we're like some duno wad friends.. bad influence on me friend would be more appropriate.. ^^ we talk bout everything under the sun and went through some harsh times where we sorta quarrel.. but he would be the nice nice gentleman and would give in cos it's his fault in the first place! he's a very special friend to me.. without him life would be boring because there ain't anyone to diss!

so many friend's birthdays had just passed and it sorta dawned on me that my birthday would be coming in 2 months.. yea yea.. it's still a long way.. but time passes by quickly like how 4 years could be so incredibly short.. get ready your pressies people!! i used to think that presents are the important things a birthday girl can wish for.. but right now, they don't really mean that much to me now cos i realised what i need now is the companion of my friends.. the meeting of everyone and celebrating the birth of yourself is so special that with special people in your life, it just makes a whole difference!! i really wish i can celebrate my birthday with the people i've mentioned above.. simply because they are so special and important to me.. thats all i wish for this year.. i don't mind if u give me shit because shit is still useful cos i can use them in my mum's plants at home! just give me your presence and i'll be more than happy!