it's long enough a period of time for me to leave that stupid fucking post on.. plus, i'm so busy with schoolwork and tests to even update my blog.. maybe perhaps another reason why i didn't update was because i don't know of anything to update and my frens all never update their blogs.. so i just din update.. call that plain laziness.. hehe..

promos is like in a month's time and i have yet done anything to prepare myself for it.. i've been dreaming in lectures and i can't seem to understand a single word the lecturer is saying.. bio lect requires loads of attention cos ms neo is like hell of a lecturer!!! her slides and her notes dun synchronize and u have to figure out what's on the notes, what's on the screen and what's she talking.. so bio lects, can't afford to dream.. i feel that sleeping late at night has a toil on my mental health.. i really feel lethargic all the time (mostly) and it's really hard concentrating cos your brain is half dead and you yearn for your bed during lessons.. not to mention the no of tests i have to undergo.. my brain cells are dying.. arghs.. just last night, i fell asleep while talking to my friend on the phone.. too tired i guess.. imagine falling asleep with one hand clutching the phone and sleeping.. and i woke up to remember that i've forgotten to do my tutorials.. did bio half awake.. :'( sometimes i just think it's my time management.. i don't know how 2 make use of time properly.. what's wrong with me man!

today's simply terrible.. 3 hrs of tutorial.. but i survive it every week! sure gonna get better!!! yea yea.. and i sia suay myself during chem tutorial.. my whole face went red! i could feel my cheeks burning.. blame it on KERWIN TAN!

just happy that my com's back again! and i went to download my msn.. whahaahha.. i'll die without msn man!

walking down memory lane, i thought about many things that once happened to me.. i miss the good old days.. i miss my friends in sec sch.. i miss the carefree days NOT plagued with tutorials and getting Fs.. i miss those days where i could easily get an A1 if i wanted.. i want these days back.. if there is such a thing called time turner, i want to turn it back to my sec 4 days.. that is the year where i got closer with my friends that i miss so much at the moment.. the year of ups and downs.. test of friendships, test of results, and test of one's own determination.. many things happened.. if i didnt went back to read those letters my friends wrote, i wouldn't have remembered the things i once did..

my class during racial harmony~


mrs tan-mah me and liyi


during youth day where we wore our own clothes! fun day!!


good old guiding days..


during teachers' day.. my class had our own class tee~






then we had our class chalet.. had loads of fun fun and fun!









i miss my darlings!!!! hope to see them real soon on teachers' day!!