just talked to bry bout ugliness and mi being an ugly freak..

and he wrote this:





not that he's a BHB or coconut husk la (thick skinned)

but it's the fact that this line had such great meaning for me.

i never had a brother before..

a big brother to be exact..

i always yearn for one..

my friends who have big brothers say that they aren't good, always pre-occupied with their own stuff.. lest have the time to bother bout lil sis..

to them, lil sisters probably mean lotsa trouble..

but i feel that should i hv a bigger brother, i want one that i can have fun with, one that cares for me, and one that never fails to console me..

and i found one! ^^

not that having god-brothers are like so childish and stuff... like going "orh! my gor gor la".. kinda weird..

but the existence of people who treat u more like a fren and going to the extent of like a sibling, really warms ur heart..

i love bryan going 'mei mei'.. like i'm a lil girl, a lil kid that needs 2 be pampered..

i like the way he goes *pats head*..

i like the way i'm treated, even though he may call me you zhi or wad...

it makes you feel pampered.

something i've never experienced before, cos i dun hv a big brother~

ps. rather crapp la..